Maybe "You" Is You!

I'm your admirer! Sometimes I start to wonder...

If I'm Louder, Would You See Me?

We school at the same school but in different class, it makes me harder to chat with you.

Even I live in modern century, I have a handphone including a social media, we often chatting. Why? Because, I always chat you first, I'm afraid to disturb you while you on game and then when I do not have any topic, we stuck at that fckn conversation ---, end!

Honestly, it's better than no chatting at all...

I was try to chat you in the other time... 

Long time no chat, it seem awkward. Finally, I canceled to send the messages.

And everytime I do, I always feel the same; awkward, shame, nervous, cold and its kinda die...
So I never text you anymore since emmm nu:ye

If you know....

I always frees my time after school to wait you inside the freakin fingerprint to chat to you. But everytime I'm waiting you, you always...
---. Chatting with your friend in a long time, or
----. do your task group (also need a long time), or
-----. go back with your friend especially your girl friend (not girlfriend), or
------. everytime you already in front of me (but you do not see me) I can't  even call your name, I'm waek, frozen and can't breathe.....
-------. or the worst when I'm waiting you, the reality is...
You already go home zzzzz


But I'm okay...
Maybe it's the best way
Just follow the God's rules

If you know 'you' is You

and

You know what should you do

I'm still be your admirer no matter what. InshaAllah