I Loss My Hope
I can't believe we're letting this go... It's like I losing my mind. I thought we were going strong. But it goes down and flame... I don't being angry, really. But you know, I feel so very disappointed after all of this. I'm sorry for my bad behavior (express what I feel in an article, I dont know, this is my way to express a part of how I feel. Should I become a journalist to wreak my feeling, huh?) Don't think about me, please. Because what? I have 4 reasons for it: 1. 'I can't clean up a paper which had been crumpled' 2. Opposite (maybe) 3. I don't want to break another soul. she has a good heart. 4. Let me yield. You should smile, because I smile too. I love to see you smile although your smile is not for me, not because of me. Sometimes I miss you, really miss you. but I know, I should face the truth that we are 'now' not like we were 'yesterday'. We build all of it takes many years,